HISTORY OF INDIAN ENGLISH POETRY: AN APPRAISAL
Book Review: R K Singh
P C K Prem. History of Contemporary Indian English Poetry: An Appraisal. 2 Volumes. New Delhi: AuthorsPress, 2019.
Book Review: R K Singh
P C K Prem. History of Contemporary Indian English Poetry: An Appraisal. 2 Volumes. New Delhi: AuthorsPress, 2019.
The River Returns
Professor
R.K Singh is truly a multifaceted personality. First he is a professor
and head of the Department of English and Social Sciences at the Indian
School of Mines, Dhanbad. His main fields of interest
consist of Indian English Writing, especially poetry and English for
specific purposes, especially for Science and Technology. He has
authored over 150 academic articles, 160 book reviews and 30 books
including ten collections of poems !! Very versatile and prolific
indeed!
His poems have been anthologized in over 140 publications and translated into many languages
The
first thing that I noticed about the book “The River Returns” was its
elegant cover design. It uses very simple but perfect lines to outline a
female nude. I instantly felt familiar and soon re-cognized it as
Matisse’s famous drawing. I checked inside and read, ‘cover design
recreated from “Nude” by Henri Matisse’. I was very fond of Matisse and
this became an ambient personal introduction to the book. [ I felt that
the Matisse lines have been thickened in the design which was not
necessary in my opinion. (or am I imagining !) ]
This book has two sections Part 1] consisting of 140 Tanka Part
2] consisting of 365 Haiku . It must be one of the first book(s) ever
published on Tanka and Haiku in English in India and the very prolific
abundance is admirable.
We will deal with the Tanka section first and wade through a few Tanka. Tanka was originally love poetry and continues to be so intrinsically : here in these Tanka by R.K Singh, love manifesting, hope of love deeply enhanced by nature’s myriad wonders of perception etc. are major themes that find varied structural and aesthetic elucidations ~~
“Unrealized bliss” “rains love and delight” in the following lyrical Tanka ~~
She hears the voice
of unrealized bliss in
the coos of koel
at the window sill this evening
rains love and delight
The passion of waiting for the tryst “at moonrise among flowers” “sparkles a secret on her smiling face” here ~~
His message to meet
at moonrise among the flowers
sparkles a secret
on her smiling face passion
glows with charming fervour
Waxing and waning like the moon in ancient cosmic Rtam ~~
She is no moon yet
she drifts like the moon, takes care
of him from the sky-
meets him for a short, waxing
leaves him for a long, waning
The geometric formation of a woman in river waters inspires the following special tanka: It is more neutral [ not personal ] observation though sensuous in its subtler enhancements. ~~
At the river
she folds her arms and legs
resting her head
upon the knees and sits
as an island
The Cosmic Rtam is referred again and the poet sees the Cosmic Mother Aditi in his beloved’s eyes ~~
Life limits between
whence the sun rise and where
it goes to relax:
joys of a fleeting moment
I see Aditi in your eyes
A little drink, anarchy and epicurean refinements too discover a Dionysian fulfillment in some Tanka like this one ~~
Drinking evening star
blue green patterns before eyes
no meditation
no god visits to forgive
the sinning soul in solitude
Of course the physical ailments of the body also surface for tentative attention in a gently mocking tragic irony as the poet “looking for the inhaler” breathing pipe choked with coloured dust ~~
Breathing pipe choked
with coloured dust celebrate
spring in coalfield:
the moon mocks my nightly plight
I look for the inhaler
Very deeply angst ridden one that finds a way out of the entrapment in the sun’s antidote ~~
I lost my sleep
over a thought I could not
make my own:
the sun’s antidote changed
the voice of the wind
There are ‘shasei’ sentient ‘aware’ invoking Tanka enhanced by ‘wabi/sabi’ like this imagist one immersed in Zen.
A cloud-eagle
curves to the haze
in the west
skimming the sail
on soundless sea
Here is a strange and beautiful one with a hidden lyrical narrative and metaphysical resonance as the toddler / in thin sun awaits / her mom from the sea” ~~
Digging sand
with her little toes
the toddler
in thin sun awaits
her mom from the sea
But anxieties have no escape and insomnia is a perpetual agony for the poet. Unlike many others here the poet talks about his personal pains which seem to be a part of the Cosmic Dukkha ~~
I thought I’d exchange
my anxieties for a bit
of peace but thinking
was easier than happening:
I couldn’t even sleep
Fearsome nightmares and sleepless deeper darkness envelop the night(s)!
I fear the demons
rising from my body
at midnight crowding
the mind and leading the soul
to deeper darkness
The
insomniac poet is in agony ruthless seeing with no self aggrandizement:
survives one more nightmare: it looks fearsome if one tries to imagine
what he says!
An insomniac
weak with desires and prayers
hears the heartbeats
rising fast with dark hours
survives one more nightmare
But surely there are gentler moments when “seven times he moves round the vermillion god under the peepal sprinkling water ~~~~ ?
Seven times he moves
round the vermillion god
under the peepal
sprinkling water to escape
the malefic Saturn
Of course the poet can’t escape nor deny poetic lyric so here is one of RK’s beautiful and highly evocative Tanka with a cosmic perception ~~
Gentle like a dove
love was graceful a night away
on the white wave it’s
a sea searching ways leaps to
eternity tonight
But meticulously he affirms almost immediately ~~
I’m no romantic
turning sufferings to bliss
and delude in
heavenly meeting with god
or life’s grandeur and greatness
Again insists with a vehemence and even hidden pain about his unavoidable human predicament ~~
I’m human and feel
their meanness every moment
get angry and lose
my sleep as the earth writhes in
the pain butcher’s knives inflict
But there is the hope in poetry and prayer despite God’s nonchalant silence ~~
There’s little save
poetry and prayer
to put up with
rising darkness in and out
and god too is silent
There is a sad tragic reminiscence like this one: The poet also creates Tanka out of his unhappiness ~~
Couldn’t be happy with
my present nor could realize
any dreams all these years-
there’s nothing to look back
to say I lived my life well
A strange esoteric mystery pervades the spirit of this brilliant Tanka ~~
Inside me
the whispers of the forest
will be quiet:
no tree will know
what the weather was like
But surely there is “divinity unrealized in soul” is expressed eloquently as below in some Tanka.
The sun
on a mountain
grave illumines the path
to divinity unrealized
in soul
Also, just brilliant imagist Tanka very self-satisfactory without critical comments ~~
With steel flow
the rolling water
pierces the rocks
shapes them into stars
turned into river’s song
There are humorous one filled with sad wabi-sabi ~~
She visits
a beauty parlour
to erase wrinkles
and returns with the same
wintry darkness
Deeply meditative Buddha’s image in Padmaasana too finds way into one of the Tanka ~~
At the river-front
in-drawn with Buddha’s image
in padmasana
eyes half-closed, meditating
his eyes not yet opened
A somewhat disturbing sentient experience inspires the following Tanka
Stray fungi grow
on the broken window frames
beside my bed
watery smell swells as if
a corpse in the river
The Great Kumbh Mela finds a subdued expression ~~
Feeling the difference
between a tin house and
a weather proof tent:
on the Yamuna’s bank
Kumbh deluge to wash sins
Very expressionistic and philosophically inspired Tanka also have their special place ~~
With black and white marks
and nest of ants on its skin
the tree grows taller
shining through the geometry
of sun, moon and halogen
About layers of “dust thickening on the mirror”, “the stains” that “stay like sin” despite perpetual wiping ~~
Layers of dust thicken
on the mirror water makes
the smut prominent:
I wipe and wipe and yet
the stains stay like sin
A very deeply symbolic one about life and river and finding way in life ~~
I’m no river
flowing towards the sea:
I must find my way
asking strangers in strange places
sensing soul, using insight
Remarkably gentle Zen inspired imagist Tanka like a divine dream ~~
The otter watches
a duck walking on
the frozen river
icicles drop bit by bit
from a lone tree
Perfect human observations find their hidden poetry in some like this ~~
Peeling the orange
with manicured fingers:
she slits the rind from
top to bottom, separates
each section with artistry
The eternal journey and eternal duel and the resolutions surely are part of the Tanka experience ~~
One thousand miles
traveling together
in tense silence
he and she contemplate
the next round of duel
There are also difficult to decipher ones rooted in aware ( eternal transience ) ~~
Time is running out
cracks in walls develop fast
but I stay static
shrouded in cobweb, brooding
as if in dusk, denying death
The physical pains and the occasional union in sleep of the insomniac with God is referred below ~~
Each night speaks to me
in flatulence, wheezing
and pain in the legs:
god intervenes at times
in momentary union
But with “years of rubbish he reeks of aborted dreams" as he rots in the "marsh" "like a frog" "cut off from the running source” ~~
With years of rubbish
he reeks of aborted dreams
lives a stagnant pool
cut off from the running source
rots in the marsh like a frog
The insomnia seems to be a perpetual unwanted companion and theme for Tanka inevitably again and again !
Lying all day
with pain in the heels
and sinking heart
I read tanka and wait
for miracle to sleep
Now there are of course Tanka that express social concern and personal political indignation ~~
With moral twists
name of god or religion
they fly planes to bomb
sheep of his pasture and
expect grace for humankind
Where they preach peace with politics of terror ~~
Preaching peace
explode ‘plane bomb, car bomb
human bomb
and bluff the living corpses
with politics of terror
and the poet wonders how god condones the vague prophets and their cults ~~
They claim to kill satan
mass murder innocents
and blow themselves up:
I wonder how god condones
vague prophets and their cult
Here is a deeply personal one about the poet’s son working in the Armed Forces near the border where war may break out any moment where he must kill and live to kill ~~
From the border rings
he’s stationed dangerously:
any moment war
may break out for their follies
he must kill and live …. to kill
A
very strange memory of walking through a slum when “dogs bark to alert
the dwellers to the presence of a stranger” finds a perfect expression
in this Tanka.
Naked children crowd
as I pass through the alleys
between smelly slums:
dogs bark to alert them to
the presence of a stranger
But sensual ambience reigns in many of Prof. Singh’s Tanka like this gentle lotus fragranced one ~~
Her letter smells
the lotus she wore each time
meeting in the dark:
I touch her fingers again
with all the hopes and passions
Hilarious and romantic moods merge in this Tanka invoking the monsoon
Waving arms of trees
conspire with overcast day
to drench again
the two of us look for shade
under leaking umbrella
The Tanka section closes with the dead silence at sea when the poet surreally pulls down chunks of sky
Awaiting the wave
that’ll wash away empty hours
and endless longing
in this dead silence at sea
I pull down chunks of sky
The Haiku section begins gently with a few mutually related(linked) Haiku on hibiscus and there are spiders and webs The special meta-animism is self-evident in the following ~~
Haiku Oleander and
hibiscus blaze with passion
making love in sun
Hibiscus seems to enthrall him and he finds it anew ~~
Suspended
on the spider’s web
a hibiscus
and escapes the snares of a spider web here ~~
Narrowly escape
the midair web of spider
perched on hibiscus
But hibiscus is sacred when used for worship, so wash your hands before you touch them as the following haiku reveals ~~
Without washing hands
he touches hibiscus for worship:
her frowning glance
“Chrysanthemum” flowers in divine abandon and is even growing in odd places like a "mossy roof " ~~
Chrysanthemum
on the mossy roof
deeply rooted
He surely captures a huge spider between two roses ~~
Too big for its web
between two roses-
a yellow spider
A lone pomegranate manifests from dense fog here ~~
Shrouded in fog
the lone pomegranate
in the courtyard.
An ordinary observation gets elevated to a haiku here ~~
Lying in the dust
a guava bitten off
by the parrots
Leaves of trees become meta-beings wanting to fly in this Haiku ~~
Leaves sway
to fly like birds
free in sky
The hill is veiling her breasts and blushing like a maiden in this poetic Haiku ~~
Veiling her breasts
with the season’s first snows
the hill blushes
Transparent, explicitly shasei but still subtle Haiku too find a voice here ~~
On a lean
branch of neem swinging
a bulbul
A clean haiku painting is coaxed in a few syllables like this ~~
Painting
spring with willow
as brush
His wife appears in some Haiku in domestic freedom unaware of her physical appearance ~~
With her saree
hitched up between the legs
my wife in bed
The newly wed wife rises early to please and make all happy ~~
Rising early
to make tea for everyone
the newly wed wife
Pain of separation from beloved children finds its expression on the Diwali day ~~
No joy in lighting
the candles this Diwali
both the children away
The son working in the army on the dangerous border invokes this eerie death inspired haiku ~~
Awaits his son’s
phone call from the border
dogs and cats wail
The moon is a favourite topic and kigo for the Haijin. The following haiku closes admirably with a hineri [twist].
A star shines bright
beside the crescent moon
she fakes a smile
Deep wabi-sabi is invoked in some, the ancient strange eternally solitary man reinstated in his unique cosmos.
After the party
empty chairs in the lawn –
new moon and I
The Haijin’s incurable insomnia appears too: yet there is a moon !
Noisy birds
don’t let me sleep:
midnight moon
There are some sensuous haiku with direct reference to the female anatomy .
Wet bodies of
bathing women:
full moon night
Very strange and impossible metaphors too appear sometimes ~~
Squeaking
under the blue moon-
the dry sky
Religious and ritualistic elements find a new expression in some Haiku.
Vultures waiting
for the leftovers
of the sacrifice
Also, Mosquitoes, solitude and waiting ~~
Waiting for the train
alone on the platform
swatting mosquitoes
Sleepless nights again and again repeating ~~
The long night passes
sleeplessly I deep-breathe –
mosquitoes in bed
The terrible after effects of an earthquake is captured eloquently in the following ~~
Days after the quake
staring at the rubble –
a homeless widow
The well acts as a mirror for the village woman coming to draw waters ~~
In the well
studying her image
a woman
Very pathetic scene of poverty as seen in some places in India also becomes a theme ~~
Searching food
in the street garbage
a dog and a girl
The poet can also be rebellious and ironic smoking cannabis on Gandhi Jayanthi day at Sabarmathi itself !
Smoking cannabis
at the Sabarmathi –
2nd October
The whole vast ancient Indian idea of transmigration from life to life for ever is invoked in silent grandeur ~~
Facing the sun
the lone flower
dying to bloom
Explicitly humorous Haiku too find a place in the Haijin’s repertoire ~~
Alone
on the National Highway
Hanuman
A very simple curious observation becomes a beautiful haiku here with vast worlds unfolding in its hidden recesses ~~
A bubble flying
from over the shaving brush
bursts on the mirror
There are common experiences that turn into “aware” invoking haiku like this ~~
Disposable blades
one over the other –
dusty switch board
Also, strange, experimental but animistically suggestive ones too appear occassionally ~~
A star in making –
but an island appears
the palm amuses
The Haijin despite much sexual activity recognizes that ~~
The bed room altar
no substitute for temple
sacrifice of sex
But He clearly recognizes that these passions are all fleeting and unruffled by it all the Buddha’s calm still is a possibility.
Unruffled
by passions and clamours -
Buddha’s calm
There are animal related ones like this neat shasei experience ~~
A crow pecking
at the ripe papaya and
another waiting
This beautiful senryu is something many people would have seen many times!
In the morning train
sleeping on his feet
the newspaperman
The Endless Ganges is his perpetual theme ~~
Awaits the sunrise
in the chilly Ganges
a nude worshipper
He also encounters visions eating the food of gods ~~
Sees visions
eating food of gods -
mushroom
Religious symbols too appear in some of the Haiku ~~
On Christmas eve
santa claus takes leave-
mist on chairs in pairs
The contrast of flowers and the cross is beautifully indicated in this haiku ~~
Standing
between flowers
Jesus on the cross
Krishna too appears in this mythogrammatical-haiku ~~
Krishna offering
parijata to Radha:
Narada looks on
But still the pains of this earth cannot be overlooked ~~
All night rain
the gaping roof
her shelter
That does not forbid the beautiful vision of a rainy day ~~
Sudden rain
on the way home -
a peacock
Then we come to the Haiku with the title of the book which is symbolic of human existence in a deep way ~~
Dancing
a few muddled crocs :
the river returns
The book closes with a rainbow kigo Haiku and a new hope ~~
In the changing hues
of rainbow in the east
sun and lightning
eternally bridging the many worlds ~~
Reflects the rainbow
in the mirror of water -
Yamuna bridge
There are certain things we may specially observe in Prof. R.K Singh’s Haiku & Tanka poetry. They are not bound by hard and fast rules. Firstly, the syllable count rule is not adhered to. Haiku and senryu are not classified. The haiku themselves are of various types we may say, extending Susumu Takiguchi’s tentative classification: Neo-classical [ with a kigo and kireji ] ,Shintai[ New style ], Gendai [ poetic, ornamented ] and even experimental ~ The haijin has not artificially kigo-ized nor kireji-zed his Haiku thus avoiding the temptation to tentori-fication.
My only negative observation is that some of the explicitly erotic Haiku weaken the texture of the book and create a little distracting feeling
I also notice that one Haiku has appeared twice in the collection. [ end of page 52 and page 75 ] . This should have been observed and corrected!
Due to inexplicable reasons this review of this book took too long for me to complete. This made me more intimate with the book and the author in an intrinsic sense. If I had made another review of the same book, other Haiku may be included as examples, offering another perspective and verbal meandering perhaps invoking another symbolic journey .
Review of Prof. RK Singh's Book
Silence: A white distrust An experimental
poem in linked form --Ram Krishna Singh June 2020 Silence:
White distrust happiness for the now- unfinished song moonless this november nightlivelier with starsand breathing silence perfumed with night queen still lingers her scent on the linens drying in shadows half painting palette and easel collect dust in the studio painted
silence of mothers lemon tea- shade
of her lipstick on my lip last night's
rain paves way for a clear sky this morning the breeze is cool and the sun adds a new hue to the spring filling emptiness waves dance
over each other- the sky meets
the sealife is beautiful when you enter another body...mind and
become one in each other smelling the cleavage crescent wanes her name a soothing music in the mouth: I
forget the pain in back I
seek the sky in silence zipping her back- hundreds
of nights grow wings with wasp
touch intruding the darkness of bedroom a tree's silhouette: she whispers its masked presence and says no to making love brightness
of the star half-closed bedroom window: moon shies away waking to a morning tainted with prayers on the toilet seat nude nature waves a dull sun smitten by the night's long eclipse moon energy fills up the inner space- call to wake up the busyness and weariness of now they toss about regulating their sleep by one another's stain-dried lingerie reminds of the night's act- flowers of lips hang it on the forehead: spine migrates things get hairy, scary with body failure ailments pop up spirit dries up mind
disconnects hestitating to
take the first step through- stands
at the door unhappy with
how I look and feel right now seek a best version and just look within silk silence the sky measures new cup of joy in the white of night sighs for supreme delight steal tender pleasure manipulating wetness in bed unmask simple sin greet the sun on the terrace- two roses November
morning-- too many thorns to reach the only rose and the tormenting thought that I am forsaken stunted
bud in the earthen pot- winter sun choking air in a walled colony: two tired pigeons perch on overhead tank whisper pity on us a robin whispers our talk in bed last night- another bird light
switched off love sliding on window pane moon too shies away behind the bare tree stolen truck in parking lot: they have a quickie frozen in the icy wind my fingers she fears the chill on her cheeks journeying on a late-running train squirrels frisk near track if I die
today it won't matter to any- I have no worth they all care for themselves search nearest in curved space repeats daily in the mind my own story- a feature
film a
couple of drinks and soft music
to forget the year's hard days now welcome the new morning bid good bye to factious party darkness of the heart bouts of
quiet clashes: midnight
oracle visit Vinayak each
day new prayers inside years old
faces at the threshold hit their
heads the dumb deity
stays unmoved visiting home- shadows
of forgotten days on
the wall spiders' network between
two photo frames bridge or bury sensations no longer spurt action in silence on the terrace facing the sun an empty chair black pigeons sitting in a row parapet cracked for seeds to die before they fly back cease growing new lines on the palms: broken bangles* (*indicates widowhood in India) I'm not alone waking
up in the grave- angels await my rise to eternity my love's union again noise of
crackers monotony of light Diwali 4
a.m. a noisy start to Chhat puja: blaring songs from neighbourhood sweet smell of frying from kitchen incense sticks perfume the air around- offering on altar end of May- scorching heat follows rain and hail before iftaar this Friday prayer promises bliss Easter Sunday- blood stains stick on the cross more bomb blastswearied winter each night bed a living grave: drying breathing passage and lonely shadows delaying disaster dirt conscious everyday struggle: rising up too small
to explore the sea of the unknown: island existence breathing hell of darkness dreading hungry excursions cleaning the remains of
burnt out earthen lamps- dusky
temple yard source of salvation depository of sins no
cake cutting in church promise
of reaping if we sow recovery
seed aching legs- nightly tension crowns moon sickness an island between the head and fate lines bridges blackhole in life's labyrinth shadows move always ahead of me after the
discourse beer and biryani in lunch- Happy Drinksgiving earthy body and nightness of silence fear in mirror return to the river echoing hollowed sound long waiting short consultation- ophthalmologist morning
smog- an asthmatic with grandson coughing restlessly on the terrace even a limping crow seeks fresh air she stoops down writes
her name on the sand waves
return dark alleys chaos on the road fear delays homeward move at nine lumpens lie in wait in the street
corner breeding maggots and vermin: abandoned father the wounds exit the pain of truth lingers under my sky savage
head battles for vacuity,
a victim Good Friday clouds
and wind without rain: boasts
of giving full blue
moon- divine channel from heavens illuminating arrival of Easter Sunday and April, the angel month absorbing microbes of her complaints poor hubby before retiring swallow
pills to mitigate her hackles that walk me through to death of desire for love in bed pre-monsoon ramble wilderness
in harmony- worlds within
world hail stones lashing mango florets my car too: I fear thunder squall and rain leaking roof and wetting bed wild sugar cane no animals savour ageing monsoon fishes swim weeds
disheveled silent lake I inhale the city's garbage sudden downpour-- even in sleep I worry about the virus secret faces unmask in sleep I see signals through holes that hide the heat of birth through printed rag in clods a long golden net surges on the ocean tide- fishing memories two-wheelers running on footpaths all roads blocked for pedestrians no way in Bangalore living hell near her eyes signs of crow's feet: slaps of cold water in the air I expected romance- corona avoid
her kiss and breathing
too with spring
comes burial of romance: COVID-19 quarantined I clear my throat behind the face mask breathe in unknown viruses suffer new repressions now lockdown cut
off life: castration Covid-19 reading the astral transit ceaseless lockdown over-sanitized hands playing ‘Stairway to Heaven' her painting a
Phryne on the wall- fear
of touch a sensualist searching the spiritual shakes so many hands blathers academic worth offers pearls for the pigs house arrest: full
moon of April a shadow stirs ridicule their exploring gaze veiled women with colours patterns and seismic movement on the bed physical distancing- end of sex? voiceless friends in
aloneness of the room unread books human's unseen plenum my sympathetic nerves pre-morning
mushrooms bloom on the pubes: dreamy arousal self-renewing greenness of the tree blessed seed every passing day my limbs fade and fail a drop of blood her
no to sex for months: Lysistrata soul's yearning resounding roar in the sky leo moon: heal, fire passion my
dying cells vibrate a hammer pounding my
still body in the dark tube: MRI with foreign
sound I couldn't be a lasting poem- provisional body nude smell and white distrust play freedom in mounds of cloud dreamy waves gentle
energy- new moon astral sky new cycle of quest changed mindset a better version of self sublimation of love-life -R.K.SINGH copyright: --Ram Krishna Singh
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Silencio: Inocente desconfianza + Un poema experimental
en formato vinculado Ram Krishna Singh Junio 2020 Traducción & Interpretación de Joseph Berolo Silencio:
Inocente desconfianza evadiendo siempre la felicidad del ahora canto inconcluso noche
sin luna esta de noviembre vibrante de estrellas y silencio jadeante perfumado de la noche reina aún
persiste su
perfume en las sábanas secándose en las sombras a medio pintar paleta y atril recojen polvo en el estudio silencio maternal pintado te limón- tinte de su pintalabios en mi labio la lluvia de anoche aclaró el camino del dia esta madrugada la brisa es fria y el sol agrega un nuevo tinte a la
primavera llenando el vacío olas danzan una sobre otra- el cielo se une con el mar es hermoso cuando uno penetra otro cuerpo ... mente y se convierte en uno cada uno olfateando
el menguado perfume del escote su nombre musica suavizante en los labios: he olvidado el dolor de espalda busco espacio en silencio acaricio su espalda cientos de noches creciendo alas con toque de avispa intrusas las sombras en la alcoba la silueta de un árbol: ella susurra
su enmascarada presencia
y dice no a hacer el amor el destello de la estrella la ventana de
la alcoba a medio cerrar: la timida luna
se escapa despierto a la madrugada contaminada con oraciones la naturaleza
desnuda en una tasa de baño saluda a un sol aburrido consentido por el eclipse de la noche larga energia lunar llena el espacio interior- llama a despertar el ajetreo y cansancio de ahora ellos dan vueltas venciendo el sueño la lenceria manchada seca recuerda el sexo nocturno labios en flor huellas en el ceño migración espinal asunto serio da miedo que falle el cuerpo surjan males se seque el espiritu se desconecte
la mente vacilante dar el primer paso- detenerse en la puerta infeliz de
cómo me veo y siento ahora mismo bscando una mejor
versión y
solo mirando hacia dentro un silencio de seda mide el espacio, nueva copa de placer en el seno de la noche gemidos de gusto supremo roban ternura al placer manipulan la humedad desenmascara en el lecho el pecado simple dos rosas en la terraza- saludan al sol madrugada
de noviembre demasiadas espinas por brotar la única rosa y el tormentoso pensamiento de que he
sido traicionado- brote atrofiado en la matera- sol de invierno aire axfixiante en la colonia amurallada: dos palomas cansadas trepadas en un
tanque gorjean su piedad por nosotros un jilguero canta nuestras cuitas de anoche en el lecho otro
pájaro la luz apagada se deslizó el amor por la ventana la luna también se escondió tras de un árbol desnudo un camión robado de
un parqueadero: alguien también tiene un rapido
encuentro en el helado viento ella
teme el helaje en sus mejillas persiguiendo un tren tardío las ardillas se escurren en la trocha si hoy me muero- a nadie
le importará no tengo haber alguno que a otros interesa lo suyo no
el hallazgo de lo que ya está perdido en un espacio agotado diario repetir en la mente mi propia historia- película de estreno un par de copas y música suave para olvidar los duros dias del año dan la bienvenida
a la mañana nueva adiós le dicen a los partidos divididos sombras del corazón brotes de choques calmados oráculo de media noche visita
diaria a Vinayak oraciones nuevas caras viejas en el umbral golpean sus cabezas los tontos dioses inconmovibles se dejan visitar- sombras de olvidados dias en los muros red de telarañas entre dos retratos puente o sepultura sensaciones ya no son esfuerzo supremo en el silencio en la azotea frente al sol una silla vacía palomas negras en hilera en un parapeto agrietado abonan el pasto
con sus deshechos antes de volar en fila sobre las palmas- -viudas No estoy solo entre en la tumba ángeles
esperan mi despertar a la eternidad mi resurrección (1) estallido de petardos monotonía de luz Diwali (2) 4 a.m. amanecer ruidoso a Chhat puja:(3) estruendosos cantos de vecinos suave aroma de fritura en la cocina varitas
de incienso perfuman
el aire
ofrenda en el altar final de mayo - sigue abrazador calor lluvia y granizo antes de iftaar (4) este viernes orar promete alivio Domingo de Pascua- manchas de sangre
en la cruz (5) mas bombaas em el temible invierno cada noche el lecho una tumba viviente:_ paso de un seco
respirar y sombras solitarias deteniendo el desastre sucio consciente lucha diaria en auge poca cosa para explorar el mar de lo desconocido: existencia de isla respirando
sombras infernales atrevidas excursiones de hambre limpieza de restos de lámparas apagadas en el oscuro patio del templo fuente
de salvación depositorio de pecados no hay corte de pastel solo promesa de cosecha si sembramos semillas de recuperación extremidades adoloridas domina la tensión nocturna malestar lunar una isla en la cabeza y las lineas del destino puente negro en el negro laberinto de la vida siempre adelante de mi después del discurso cerveza y biryanI (6)
al almuerzo feliz libar de copas cuerpo terrenal y nocturnos de silencio miedo en el espejo regreso al rio hacuendo eco en el vacío larga espera, consulta corta oftamólogo bruma de madrugada- un asmático
con nieto tosiendo incesante en la terraza un cuervo cojeando busca aire fresco ella se agacha escribe su nombre en la arena regresan las olas pasadizos oscuros caos en la vía temor de demoras camino a casa a las nueve los marginados esperan en las esquinas alimentando gusanos y alimañas : padre abandonado las heridas brotan el dolor persiste bajo mi cielo el cerebro busca comprender, una víctima Viernes Santo nubes y viento
sin lluvia: alardea dar una luna llena - canal divino del cielo iluminando la llegada del Domingo de Pascua y abril, el mes angelical absorbiendo microbios de sus
reclamos, pobre
entretenimiento antes de retirarse tragando pastillas para calmar deseos que me llevan
a morir de ganas de hacer el amor pre divagación de monsoon - el desierto en armonía mundos dentro del mundo piedras
de granizo fustigantes floretes temo truenos, ráfagas y lluvia, goteras y cama mojada caña de azucar salvaje que ningun animal saborea monsoon envejecido peces
nadando malas yerbas despeinadas silenciosa laguna inhalo la basura citadina chubasco repentino- aún dormido
me preocupo por
el virus rostros escondidos desenmascarado dormido veo señales por entre los huecos que esconden el sueño del poeta (7) detrás de los tapabocas una larga red dorada surge en la marea- pescando memorias sillas de rueda rodando por los pasadizos los caminos todos
cerrados nada de peatones infierno vivo en Bangalore cerca
de sus ojos
señales de patas de gallo: latigazos de agua fria
en el aire Yo esperaba el romance- corona apura evitar su
beso y respirar también cuando llegue la primavera funeral del romace: COVID-19 cuarentena limpio mi garganta respiro detrás de la máscara desconocidos viruses sufro nuevas represiones, ahora encierro corte de vida: castración Covid-19 leyendo el transito astral incesante encierro sobrelavadas manos jugando "Escalera al
Cielo" Su pintura a Phryne(8) en la pared- da miedo tocar búsqueda sensual de lo espiritual estrechar muchas
manos tonterias sin valor académico ofrenda de perlas a los cerdos arresto domiciliario : luna llena de abril una sombra despierta el ridiculo mujeres veladas de mirar exploratorio con figuras coloreadas y movimiento sísmico en el lecho distanciadas - fin del sexo? amigos sin voz en la soledad de un cuarto libros sin leer plenaria humana
nunca vista mis atrofiados nervios preamanecer de hongos florecer en el pubis: sueño
de ereccion auto renovación verdor en el árbol, semilla bendita cada dia mis extremidades desmayan y fallan una gota de sangre ella meses de no al sexo : Lysistrata (9) ansiedad del alma resonante
rugir en el aire una
de Leo:(10) curación,
mis celulas vibrantes pasión agonizante golpeteo de un martillo sonre mi cuerpo quieto eu un tubo negro: MRI sonido extraño no puedo ser un último poema- cuerpo provisional olor desnudo inocente
confianza jugando a ser libre
en cumulos de nieve olas soñadoras energia gentil- luna nueva cielo astral nueva ronda de preguntas orden mental cambiado mejor versión
de mi mismo,
sublimación de amor-vida R.K.SINGH copyright: --Ram Krishna Singh |